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    <description>You hear a song, and a memory opens up.
Music carries us through life; the good, the bad, the tragic, and the wonderful.
Through it all, the songs remain.
This series of audio essays explores our relationship with music, the songs that made us, and what it means to be human in this world.
A story of inheritance, brotherhood, and music. What gets passed down, and where it all began.
Welcome to The Starter.</description>
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    <itunes:summary>You hear a song, and a memory opens up.
Music carries us through life; the good, the bad, the tragic, and the wonderful.
Through it all, the songs remain.
This series of audio essays explores our relationship with music, the songs that made us, and what it means to be human in this world.
A story of inheritance, brotherhood, and music. What gets passed down, and where it all began.
Welcome to The Starter.</itunes:summary>
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        <![CDATA[<p>Welcome to the Starter (a Trailer).</p><p>First 3 Episodes to be published Tuesday, July 7th:</p><p>Ep 1: Graceland</p><p>Ep 2: Paint it Black</p><p>Ep 3: Only a River</p><p>Additional episodes will be published every two to three weeks.<br>Ep 4: I Got a Name to be published Tuesday, July 21st.<br>Ep 5: Swimming to be published Tuesday, August 11th.</p><p>Thank you for listening,<br>- Stephen</p>]]>
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        <![CDATA[<p>Welcome to the Starter (a Trailer).</p><p>First 3 Episodes to be published Tuesday, July 7th:</p><p>Ep 1: Graceland</p><p>Ep 2: Paint it Black</p><p>Ep 3: Only a River</p><p>Additional episodes will be published every two to three weeks.<br>Ep 4: I Got a Name to be published Tuesday, July 21st.<br>Ep 5: Swimming to be published Tuesday, August 11th.</p><p>Thank you for listening,<br>- Stephen</p>]]>
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      <pubDate>Tue, 30 Jun 2026 12:34:02 -0400</pubDate>
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        <![CDATA[<p>Welcome to the Starter (a Trailer).</p><p>First 3 Episodes to be published Tuesday, July 7th:</p><p>Ep 1: Graceland</p><p>Ep 2: Paint it Black</p><p>Ep 3: Only a River</p><p>Additional episodes will be published every two to three weeks.<br>Ep 4: I Got a Name to be published Tuesday, July 21st.<br>Ep 5: Swimming to be published Tuesday, August 11th.</p><p>Thank you for listening,<br>- Stephen</p>]]>
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      <title>Ep 1: Graceland</title>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>Some mornings I wake up before dawn, and I know that I’m not going to fall back asleep. This was one of those mornings...Time to get up. I had bread to make anyway...</em></p><p>There are certain albums that feel like slipping on an old worn leather jacket when you play them. The songs remind us of who we are, and where we came from. It's all right here.</p><p>"I've reason to believe we all will be received in Graceland."</p><p><em>Album: Graceland (1986)<br>Artist: Paul Simon</em></p><p><br></p>]]>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>Some mornings I wake up before dawn, and I know that I’m not going to fall back asleep. This was one of those mornings...Time to get up. I had bread to make anyway...</em></p><p>There are certain albums that feel like slipping on an old worn leather jacket when you play them. The songs remind us of who we are, and where we came from. It's all right here.</p><p>"I've reason to believe we all will be received in Graceland."</p><p><em>Album: Graceland (1986)<br>Artist: Paul Simon</em></p><p><br></p>]]>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>Some mornings I wake up before dawn, and I know that I’m not going to fall back asleep. This was one of those mornings...Time to get up. I had bread to make anyway...</em></p><p>There are certain albums that feel like slipping on an old worn leather jacket when you play them. The songs remind us of who we are, and where we came from. It's all right here.</p><p>"I've reason to believe we all will be received in Graceland."</p><p><em>Album: Graceland (1986)<br>Artist: Paul Simon</em></p><p><br></p>]]>
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      <itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit>
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      <title>Ep 2: Paint it Black</title>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>The dream was always there. Ever since I heard a rock and roll song as a kid that made me pause long enough to wonder, what is this?...</em></p><p>Music carries us through life; sometimes one song can stay with you for the whole ride. Maybe it was the dark psychedelic energy or the raw power of good and true rock and roll, but something about this song kept bringing me back..</p><p>"I see a red door, and I want it painted black."</p><p><em>Song: Paint It Black (1966)<br>Artist: The Rolling Stones</em></p>]]>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>The dream was always there. Ever since I heard a rock and roll song as a kid that made me pause long enough to wonder, what is this?...</em></p><p>Music carries us through life; sometimes one song can stay with you for the whole ride. Maybe it was the dark psychedelic energy or the raw power of good and true rock and roll, but something about this song kept bringing me back..</p><p>"I see a red door, and I want it painted black."</p><p><em>Song: Paint It Black (1966)<br>Artist: The Rolling Stones</em></p>]]>
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      <pubDate>Tue, 07 Jul 2026 06:00:00 -0400</pubDate>
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      <itunes:author>Stephen Hollowell</itunes:author>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>The dream was always there. Ever since I heard a rock and roll song as a kid that made me pause long enough to wonder, what is this?...</em></p><p>Music carries us through life; sometimes one song can stay with you for the whole ride. Maybe it was the dark psychedelic energy or the raw power of good and true rock and roll, but something about this song kept bringing me back..</p><p>"I see a red door, and I want it painted black."</p><p><em>Song: Paint It Black (1966)<br>Artist: The Rolling Stones</em></p>]]>
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      <itunes:explicit>Yes</itunes:explicit>
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      <title>Ep 3: Only a River</title>
      <itunes:episode>3</itunes:episode>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>We cannot reverse the river’s unstoppable current, we can never go back. But with the right song, at the right time, perhaps we can visit for a while...</em> </p><p>When someone great is gone, there are decisions to be made. Sometimes the answers can be found in the music, or maybe a song can at least help lead us in the right direction. </p><p>"Only a river gonna make things right, only a river gonna make things right."</p><p><em>Song: Only a River (2016)<br>Artists: Josh Ritter, Bob Weir</em></p>]]>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>We cannot reverse the river’s unstoppable current, we can never go back. But with the right song, at the right time, perhaps we can visit for a while...</em> </p><p>When someone great is gone, there are decisions to be made. Sometimes the answers can be found in the music, or maybe a song can at least help lead us in the right direction. </p><p>"Only a river gonna make things right, only a river gonna make things right."</p><p><em>Song: Only a River (2016)<br>Artists: Josh Ritter, Bob Weir</em></p>]]>
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      <pubDate>Tue, 07 Jul 2026 06:01:00 -0400</pubDate>
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      <itunes:author>Stephen Hollowell</itunes:author>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>We cannot reverse the river’s unstoppable current, we can never go back. But with the right song, at the right time, perhaps we can visit for a while...</em> </p><p>When someone great is gone, there are decisions to be made. Sometimes the answers can be found in the music, or maybe a song can at least help lead us in the right direction. </p><p>"Only a river gonna make things right, only a river gonna make things right."</p><p><em>Song: Only a River (2016)<br>Artists: Josh Ritter, Bob Weir</em></p>]]>
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      <itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit>
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      <title>Ep 4: I Got a Name</title>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>This wasn’t the first time I had been there; holding a nameless baby boy in the labor and delivery ward of St Joe’s Hospital. It wouldn’t be the last either...</em></p><p>A story of legacy as told through names, and how we carry them through life. As the youngest of three boys, I started my own tradition, and I had been saving this song. </p><p>"Like the pine trees <br>Lining the winding road <br>I got a name<br>I got a name"</p><p><em>Song: I Got a Name (1973)<br>Artist: Jim Croce</em></p>]]>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>This wasn’t the first time I had been there; holding a nameless baby boy in the labor and delivery ward of St Joe’s Hospital. It wouldn’t be the last either...</em></p><p>A story of legacy as told through names, and how we carry them through life. As the youngest of three boys, I started my own tradition, and I had been saving this song. </p><p>"Like the pine trees <br>Lining the winding road <br>I got a name<br>I got a name"</p><p><em>Song: I Got a Name (1973)<br>Artist: Jim Croce</em></p>]]>
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      <pubDate>Tue, 21 Jul 2026 06:00:00 -0400</pubDate>
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      <itunes:author>Stephen Hollowell</itunes:author>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>This wasn’t the first time I had been there; holding a nameless baby boy in the labor and delivery ward of St Joe’s Hospital. It wouldn’t be the last either...</em></p><p>A story of legacy as told through names, and how we carry them through life. As the youngest of three boys, I started my own tradition, and I had been saving this song. </p><p>"Like the pine trees <br>Lining the winding road <br>I got a name<br>I got a name"</p><p><em>Song: I Got a Name (1973)<br>Artist: Jim Croce</em></p>]]>
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      <itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit>
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      <title>Ep 5: Swimming</title>
      <itunes:episode>5</itunes:episode>
      <podcast:episode>5</podcast:episode>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>**Dedicated to the memory of my friend, Dennis Slusarz, Jr AKA Yung Denny, who DJ'ed my wedding, and who always believed in the music. Rest easy, my friend.**</em></p><p><em>I took in a deep breath, and dove headfirst under the water, the cold shock hitting me like a smack across the face...</em></p><p>The water is a constant; always there, always moving. Sometimes you sink, and sometimes you swim. And sometimes, people keep showing up for you to help you stay afloat. In the end, we’re all just trying to keep our heads above water. </p><p><br></p><p>"And I was drownin’, but now I’m swimmin’</p><p>Through stressful waters to relief"</p><p><em>Album: Swimming (2018)<br>Artist: Mac Miller</em></p><p><br></p>]]>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>**Dedicated to the memory of my friend, Dennis Slusarz, Jr AKA Yung Denny, who DJ'ed my wedding, and who always believed in the music. Rest easy, my friend.**</em></p><p><em>I took in a deep breath, and dove headfirst under the water, the cold shock hitting me like a smack across the face...</em></p><p>The water is a constant; always there, always moving. Sometimes you sink, and sometimes you swim. And sometimes, people keep showing up for you to help you stay afloat. In the end, we’re all just trying to keep our heads above water. </p><p><br></p><p>"And I was drownin’, but now I’m swimmin’</p><p>Through stressful waters to relief"</p><p><em>Album: Swimming (2018)<br>Artist: Mac Miller</em></p><p><br></p>]]>
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      <pubDate>Tue, 11 Aug 2026 06:00:00 -0400</pubDate>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>**Dedicated to the memory of my friend, Dennis Slusarz, Jr AKA Yung Denny, who DJ'ed my wedding, and who always believed in the music. Rest easy, my friend.**</em></p><p><em>I took in a deep breath, and dove headfirst under the water, the cold shock hitting me like a smack across the face...</em></p><p>The water is a constant; always there, always moving. Sometimes you sink, and sometimes you swim. And sometimes, people keep showing up for you to help you stay afloat. In the end, we’re all just trying to keep our heads above water. </p><p><br></p><p>"And I was drownin’, but now I’m swimmin’</p><p>Through stressful waters to relief"</p><p><em>Album: Swimming (2018)<br>Artist: Mac Miller</em></p><p><br></p>]]>
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      <itunes:explicit>Yes</itunes:explicit>
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      <title>Ep 6: A Song for My Father</title>
      <itunes:episode>6</itunes:episode>
      <podcast:episode>6</podcast:episode>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>It was familiar. But not because I had heard it before - it was the bass line. The same exact bass line from “Rikki Don’t Lose that Number,” by Steely Dan. A song, for my father...<br></em><br></p><p>The meaning we attach to people, places, and things is all relative. Sometimes a song carries much more than meaning - it carries emotional weight, and a sense that what you are hearing is important for so many different reasons.</p><p>These songs we carry, they carry that weight for us.</p><p><br><em>Song: Song for My Father (1964)<br>Artist: Horace Silver</em></p><p><br></p>]]>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>It was familiar. But not because I had heard it before - it was the bass line. The same exact bass line from “Rikki Don’t Lose that Number,” by Steely Dan. A song, for my father...<br></em><br></p><p>The meaning we attach to people, places, and things is all relative. Sometimes a song carries much more than meaning - it carries emotional weight, and a sense that what you are hearing is important for so many different reasons.</p><p>These songs we carry, they carry that weight for us.</p><p><br><em>Song: Song for My Father (1964)<br>Artist: Horace Silver</em></p><p><br></p>]]>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>It was familiar. But not because I had heard it before - it was the bass line. The same exact bass line from “Rikki Don’t Lose that Number,” by Steely Dan. A song, for my father...<br></em><br></p><p>The meaning we attach to people, places, and things is all relative. Sometimes a song carries much more than meaning - it carries emotional weight, and a sense that what you are hearing is important for so many different reasons.</p><p>These songs we carry, they carry that weight for us.</p><p><br><em>Song: Song for My Father (1964)<br>Artist: Horace Silver</em></p><p><br></p>]]>
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      <itunes:explicit>Yes</itunes:explicit>
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      <title>Ep 7: Clandestino</title>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>It didn’t hit me that I would be spending the next two years in a foreign country right away. It was gradual, and then all of a sudden....</em></p><p>Opening the book on a hazy chapter of life from decades ago, unlocking the memories and remembering what it felt like to be young and wild and free in a distant land. The easiest way to get back there is through the music. Headphones on, and we're back in Spain, walking down narrow cobblestone side streets, asking a passing stranger, "tienes cigaro?" </p><p>"El viento viene<br>El viento se va<br>Por la carretera"</p><p><em>Album: Clandestino (1998)<br>Artist: Manu Chao</em></p><p><br></p>]]>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>It didn’t hit me that I would be spending the next two years in a foreign country right away. It was gradual, and then all of a sudden....</em></p><p>Opening the book on a hazy chapter of life from decades ago, unlocking the memories and remembering what it felt like to be young and wild and free in a distant land. The easiest way to get back there is through the music. Headphones on, and we're back in Spain, walking down narrow cobblestone side streets, asking a passing stranger, "tienes cigaro?" </p><p>"El viento viene<br>El viento se va<br>Por la carretera"</p><p><em>Album: Clandestino (1998)<br>Artist: Manu Chao</em></p><p><br></p>]]>
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      <pubDate>Tue, 15 Sep 2026 06:00:00 -0400</pubDate>
      <author>Stephen Hollowell</author>
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      <itunes:author>Stephen Hollowell</itunes:author>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>It didn’t hit me that I would be spending the next two years in a foreign country right away. It was gradual, and then all of a sudden....</em></p><p>Opening the book on a hazy chapter of life from decades ago, unlocking the memories and remembering what it felt like to be young and wild and free in a distant land. The easiest way to get back there is through the music. Headphones on, and we're back in Spain, walking down narrow cobblestone side streets, asking a passing stranger, "tienes cigaro?" </p><p>"El viento viene<br>El viento se va<br>Por la carretera"</p><p><em>Album: Clandestino (1998)<br>Artist: Manu Chao</em></p><p><br></p>]]>
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      <itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit>
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      <title>Ep 8: Ship of Fools</title>
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      <itunes:title>Ep 8: Ship of Fools</itunes:title>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>We no longer functioned as we once did. Something deep within was badly fractured, and it was still unclear whether any amount of repair could make it whistle again. But any major dude will tell you; any minor world that breaks apart, falls together again...</em></p><p>Two brothers. 120 miles on bike over two days. Music and memories and bad jokes intact. Frivolous? Yes indeed - yet absolutely necessary.<br>Sometimes you have to put life on hold and get out there, and pedal, and breathe. And if you've got a brother to make the journey with you, then that autumn sunlight through the changing leaves might just hit a little sweeter.</p><p>"Saw your first ship sink and drown</p><p>From rocking of the boat</p><p>And all that could not sink or swim</p><p>Was just left there to float"</p><p>Song: Ship of Fools (1974)<br>Artist: Grateful Dead </p>]]>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>We no longer functioned as we once did. Something deep within was badly fractured, and it was still unclear whether any amount of repair could make it whistle again. But any major dude will tell you; any minor world that breaks apart, falls together again...</em></p><p>Two brothers. 120 miles on bike over two days. Music and memories and bad jokes intact. Frivolous? Yes indeed - yet absolutely necessary.<br>Sometimes you have to put life on hold and get out there, and pedal, and breathe. And if you've got a brother to make the journey with you, then that autumn sunlight through the changing leaves might just hit a little sweeter.</p><p>"Saw your first ship sink and drown</p><p>From rocking of the boat</p><p>And all that could not sink or swim</p><p>Was just left there to float"</p><p>Song: Ship of Fools (1974)<br>Artist: Grateful Dead </p>]]>
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      <pubDate>Tue, 29 Sep 2026 06:00:00 -0400</pubDate>
      <author>Stephen Hollowell</author>
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      <itunes:author>Stephen Hollowell</itunes:author>
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      <itunes:duration>1528</itunes:duration>
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        <![CDATA[<p><em>We no longer functioned as we once did. Something deep within was badly fractured, and it was still unclear whether any amount of repair could make it whistle again. But any major dude will tell you; any minor world that breaks apart, falls together again...</em></p><p>Two brothers. 120 miles on bike over two days. Music and memories and bad jokes intact. Frivolous? Yes indeed - yet absolutely necessary.<br>Sometimes you have to put life on hold and get out there, and pedal, and breathe. And if you've got a brother to make the journey with you, then that autumn sunlight through the changing leaves might just hit a little sweeter.</p><p>"Saw your first ship sink and drown</p><p>From rocking of the boat</p><p>And all that could not sink or swim</p><p>Was just left there to float"</p><p>Song: Ship of Fools (1974)<br>Artist: Grateful Dead </p>]]>
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      <itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit>
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