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00:00 - Introducing Andy Constable
00:46 - Ministry this time of year: the church weekend away
02:05 - Niddrie Community Church: a century of gospel presence in a scheme
03:11 - The UK class system and working-class ministry
06:43 - From London to Edinburgh
07:16 - Meeting Mez McConnell and a church with nothing to offer
12:21 - Word and deed: avoiding pietism and the social gospel
17:28 - The long game: a conversion twenty years in the making
19:55 - From intern to pastor: Mez's training model
22:45 - A training church: indigenous converts, three plants
26:50 - Christians too comfortable to move
27:46 - 20 Schemes: 18 churches in 13 years
31:30 - Whole-life discipleship at Niddrie
36:29 - Loving people, not just books
39:24 - Addiction and the Local Church
43:57 - "Behind every single smile": respectable and unrespectable sins
48:14 - The Ragged School of Theology
52:09 - Frontier Shepherds this September

Ambition they've been trained to distrust. Ambition that draws on the Father's pleasure instead of earning it. Ambition for a man's sons and grandsons, and the church he's been given. Jake, Stephen, and Aaron talk through why a man who won't believe his sanctification has not believed his justification, why Reformed devotion becomes a contest over who feels worst about himself, and why feeling bad is not the same as repenting. Or, as Jake puts it: before you die, let the world see the best you that you knew how to become.

00:00 — Meet Jake Menzel and the Frontier Shepherds conference
01:46 — Why Evansville is a hard place to plant a church
07:10 — Why plant here at all: "God was calling me home to my people"
09:24 — Coming back to the Lord at 17, then off to IU
12:04 — Trial by fire at a secular university; charisma that outruns character
14:55 — Three years at NGA and seven years of campus ministry
16:51 — Godly ambition and how young men have changed in twenty years
22:24 — Bloomington vs. Evansville; when a church never grows past campus ministry
28:46 — A hard demographic shift and the cost of defining who you are
32:46 — How do you fuel ambition without burning out?
34:32 — The baptism of Jesus: the Father pleased before the Son has done a thing
36:22 — Haddon and the center-field fence
39:39 — If you don't believe in sanctification, you don't believe in justification
42:03 — The feedback loop of self-loathing — and why it isn't the gospel
45:39 — Godly ambition rooted in the fatherhood of God
49:43 — The little-league coach who can't let his son fail
53:47 — Better or bitter
56:41 — The smallest, most fearless kid on the team
1:00:36 — Ambition for growth, not greatness

Books worn through. Books read more than once. Books given away, replaced, and underlined cover to cover. Aaron and Stephen talk about why the relationship between justification and sanctification keeps surfacing in the books that mattered most to them, why good fiction belongs on a pastor's nightstand, and why the man who only reads what was assigned to him in seminary has already stopped growing. Reading is good for the soul.

0:00 — Introduction
2:50 — The format: five books each
3:00 — Aaron: Eugene Peterson, The Contemplative Pastor
7:10 — Stephen: John Piper, Desiring God
11:30 — Aaron: Mark Dever and Paul Alexander, The Deliberate Church
16:30 — Stephen: Richard Lovelace, Dynamics of Spiritual Life
22:30 — Stephen: Horatius Bonar, God's Way of Peace and God's Way of Holiness
25:30 — A cheat: Dostoevsky's Crime and Punishment
27:30 — Stephen: C.S. Lewis, That Hideous Strength
34:45 — Aaron: J.C. Ryle, Holiness
38:30 — Stephen: Ian Murray, Revival and Revivalism and Evangelicalism Divided
46:10 — Aaron: Edward Fisher and Thomas Boston, The Marrow of Modern Divinity
49:00 — Stephen: Edith Schaeffer, L'Abri
56:30 — Aaron: Harold Senkbeil, The Care of Souls
1:00:00 — An exhortation to read
1:02:30 — Refuge or retreat

Theological mess. Historical mess. The mess of sinners and the mess we ourselves bring to the work. Aaron and Stephen talk about why so many young men set out to be the pastor whose church will not have these problems, why preaching and pastoral care cannot be split apart, and why the "clean machine" expectation — that Christians do not sin and good pastors do not either — quietly shuts down the work of sanctification it claims to protect. An old line surfaces near the end: a pastor should smell like his sheep.

0:00 — Introduction
1:30 — What do we mean by "the mess"?
4:15 — Church history is not historical reenactment
7:00 — The young pastor with stars in his eyes
10:45 — Theoretical theology vs. practical theology
13:30 — Leviticus 16 and the linen robe
17:00 — Hospital waiting rooms and Job's counselors
22:00 — Preaching is pastoral care
27:30 — Over-correcting and damned with faint praise
33:00 — Where do you go when you realize you need to grow?
37:00 — Owen, self-knowledge, and the wounded healer
41:30 — The expectation that Christians do not sin
46:00 — Sexual sin, abuse, and the "clean machine" church
51:00 — The hazmat suit: justification before sanctification
56:00 — A pastor should smell like his sheep
1:00:00 — Hospitality, marriage, and the witness of small mercies

Stephen shares how he went from a small-town Indiana home to a dramatic high school conversion, from a teepee in the woods to a pastors college in Bloomington. Along the way: marriage, ministry under Ted Tripp, a failed church plant in Milwaukee, a closed door to the mission field, and what led him to Trinity Reformed Church.

This conversation covers how he got here, what shaped him, and what he wishes someone had told him before he ever stepped into pastoring.

0:00 — Introduction
1:24 — Growing up in Indiana
4:24 — Conversion in high school
11:26 — Becoming Reformed
14:53 — Bible college
16:55 — Meeting Sebra
18:49 — Pennsylvania and Ted Tripp
24:36 — Marriage and early family life
28:15 — Seminary
30:47 — The Milwaukee church plant
36:54 — A closed door to the mission field
39:13 — The move to Bloomington
43:48 — New Geneva Academy is born
46:33 — Reconciliation
54:35 — On being Dean
1:01:27 — What I wish they'd told me

Aaron shares how he went from a big dispensational Baptist church to studying John Owen under a Norwegian Lutheran, from a Subaru factory floor to ten years of pastoral ministry in central London, and back to Bloomington, Indiana.  

This conversation covers how he got here, what shaped him, and what he wishes someone had told him before he ever stepped into a pastorate — especially about what it means for a pastor to be a shepherd and not just a counselor.

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0:00 — Introduction
2:30 — Growing up in Lafayette, early faith
5:45 — The biblical counseling world: Adams, Powlison, Tripp
10:00 — Bible college and the church in Cedar Rapids
14:30 — Seminary and the shift toward Reformed theology
18:00 — The factory year
22:00 — Discovering John Owen
25:00 — Westminster London, PhD in Norway
30:00 — Ten years pastoring in London
35:00 — Coming back to Indiana, his father's death
38:00 — Becoming senior pastor at Bloomington Bible Church
42:00 — What brings joy in pastoral ministry
48:00 — What I wish they'd told me: shepherding vs. crisis counseling
55:00 — Getting involved with New Geneva Academy